Falling In Love With Me
Updated: Aug 31, 2020
I want my first true love to be myself. It seems I have gone through much of my life looking for a love that no one seems to be able to fulfill. I have given unadulterated love to people who didn’t deserve even my kindness. I have fallen for the completely wrong dudes and allowed hurts that could have been avoided.
I often tell myself that I’m not going to give as much or love as hard but at the end of the day it goes against who I truly am. I am a person that love with her whole heart. Once I gave someone loyalty whether it’s in a friendship or relationship I’m “All In”. I’ve been hurt to the core that I am honestly surprised I still have anything to give anyone.
You know what…with all the love I have I want to give it all to me! I want to be all in with myself and my relationship with the one who created me. Being loyal to myself is of the most importance. I can not fail myself…I can’t afford to fail myself. In the same manner that I engulf myself in the man of my liking, I vow to do that to myself. Learn myself…what make Tyeis tick, love on myself. Self-love is so important and I would be lying if I said I had this down 100%.
My worth is clear…I know I’m worth a lot more than I give myself credit for. It’s ok to know your worth and demand someone to treat me in that. I refuse to allow anyone else to devalue what God has told me I am. It’s a journey for peace and self-love that I am on. I don’t understand everything that is going on while I’m on this journey but I trust the journey and overall I trust God.
I know the same weaknesses will bring me to my victory.
Signed, A Broken but Fixable Daughter
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